End of One....

The end of one....

It was really satisfying when you passed your viva and completed your 4 months of work in a posting, yet it is so hard to leave. Tons of memories, experience and joy.

O&G came to an end. After 4 months of struggle, finally completed the posting with good repo and marks. I started as a dumb person to being a not so bad HO la ah in O&G. From doing VE and not knowing what am I feeling , to passing on the knowledge and teaching the others how to do things in O&G.

I wouldn’t lie that I actually do miss O&G from day one of leaving it. From the enviroment, to the people, to the little adrenaline rush. The happiness of hearing the baby crying upon their birth almost brought tears to my eyes when I delivered the first baby to delivering the last one.

Imagine, having goosebumps while hearing Azan going on for Maghrib with a delivery of a child. And the father of the child hugs you thereafter and thank you for everything. Those moments stays with me forever.

I have withnessed the power of prayers, the power of love, the power of care. I had blood on my clothes, urine, shit, liquor (not alcohol ah), vomitus and everything else on me. The blessing was to hear the cry of a baby coming out from the mother. I have holded a father that almost fainted seeing the amount of blood that was pouring out. I have hugged a father who have lost his child. I have hugged a father who was crying for his firstborn baby that he awaited for 12 years.


What do I get from all these? Pure form of Happiness. Satisfaction. A form of relieved. Some of the patient that you have taken care for some time, you know them and then the they delivered in your hands. That was just satisfying. Siap mak panggil bapak angkat lagi🤣🤣🤣

A guard told me yesterday (she calls me her Hero Hindustan) that, for all you do, you get blessings and prayers. The  salary is never worth it. But the dua that you get is more than enough.

Done with O&G. Time for posting number 2.
Let the devil meets the devil!! 😈😈😈

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